brokensmiile

2006-03-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

perhaps i werent born to be a carin gf .. its jus seems tat you werent sentitive but SUPER sentitive !

im love freedom .. and not be restricted .. i din realised i love freedom so much .. until now .. sometime you would do what you says you will .. its jus .. i wanna do it this way .. i wanna go out haf fun .. not everyday contact wif you .. its pissin me .. im feelin what lide feel in the past .. its definitely ARGH ! do think he can still tahan .. LOL .. wahh .. he expects to feels impt in me when everythin jus started .. its isnt even a week yet .. expects me to call and check on him every now and then .. are you crazy .. ? i mean we all got our own stuffs to do .. dun i haf the freedom to talk to whoever i wan .. i really wonder do i really lyk you ? why do i haf a whatever-shit-you-does-is-fine-wif-me attitude ..

hubby says im dun love him .. sweetheart says im crazy .. teng says .. i dunno what she said ..

hmmx same boat loh we two ! LOL !!

i think tat this r/s will end soon .. its soon .. LOL .. cant tolerate somethin so ridiculous .. cant this cant tat .. argh ! FREEDOM rocks my life UNDERSTAND !! LOL !! crazy alrdy .. whatever shit ..

2006-03-14T19:09:00.000-08:00

im back to blog ! haha read kel blog .. mushy !! omg .. haha .. still put password mahh ! abit lame .. but i also goin to put but dunno how .. ALAMAK ! anyone knows how to put blog password ? LOL !

anyways .. lately not so bore alrdy .. found out how to waste my time .. felt quite happy cos i complete one art multi blard alrdy YEAH !! cheerios !! haha .. now workin on perspective .. chim man .. haha .. still rottin .. but feel very sweet lehhs ^^ .. LOL .. goin crazy after all the boredom .. after everyday ate the same stuffs .. it really boreds me .. but what boreds me more is some guys .. who really dunno how to zi dong .. argh !! nth to sayy .. nth to say also ..

2006-03-11T03:33:00.000-08:00

omg ! im really dyin soon ... there is no life AT ALL ! omg .. so super bored ..

also thanks teng and shing for askin after me .. thanks alot .. these two cares .. haha ..
well .. werent excatly very VERY happy .. been pissed off .. but things well again .. not because we talk thing out but because .. i also dunno .. perhaps leave it alone .. best choice ..

events of a typical borin sat !
- overslept when its suppose to be HOLS !
-missed my breakfast
-feel so hungry that i wanna vomit
-havin a fcukin headache all day long
-bored !
-hungey yet lazy to eat ..

feel that my limbs seems so stiff !! argh .. so bore .. i lost weight .. 43 kg to 41 kg .. omg .. i took efforts to gain weight and NOW ? due to that chicken pox disease im sufferin .. i miss those fish burgers .. ribena .. green tea pokka .. mums cookin .. eggs .. ARGH !!! can i recover faster .. i can see these delicious food but i cant touch em ... WTF ! i wan fries .. hate it ..

tml i supposed too be meetin jk for a movie ! FINAL DESTINATION .. although he says nvm and im the one grumbling abt it .. LOL .. omg .. argh .. 2 weeks you know .. half a month ! wahHHHHHHHH .. kill me jus kill me .. fortunately i can listen to music still .. LOL .. d/l anime to watch .. gettin bo liao alrdy !!

2006-03-08T21:47:00.000-08:00

oh fuck ! im havin chicken pox ! how cool .. LOL !! actually i was quite lookin forward to it .. but now .. there goes my holidays and my desire to watch final destination wif my fwens .. outside schh fwens .. wahaha .. but anyway he says nvm ! LOL .. im so lookin forward to sun you know !! argh !!!! nvm .. but why cant this chicken pox ting happens only after i catch that movie !!! its two weeks of stays at home and no goin out is allowed !! all thanks to my bro !!! argh !!! there goes celebration of sin ston and von bday ! and today is sin bday !! made him a card and got him sumting lame .. but he definitely will use it de .. LOL .. shared wif teng .. hehe .. min is comin my hse later to make present for vonn .. she isnt scare cos she jus recovered frm CP lately .. LOL .. im excused frm speech day .. ATF the have fun trainin at pulau ubin whereby we all get to play flyin fox bla bla bla .. but all is NO MORE COS of CP !!! 10 days MC .. oh god !! blored to death !

however .. on the other hands .. its a god loves me issue .. curious ? cos im in debts .. and im usin this chance to esp frm debts and save money to return .. also i get to revise my sch work .. well god love me and is plannin for me .. LOL ..

2006-03-04T19:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY KEL !! you are eighteen !! an adult !! so cool .. but i think i prefer being a child still ..

2006-03-04T18:57:00.000-08:00

yup ! back to blog ! been so confuse lately .. but nvm i am on a study mood !! glad . haha .. but the way i study is kinda weird .. okayyy .. let me share .. i was supposed to be doin my english hw and as i flipped my foolscape i discovered a math wk and found a sudden urge to solve all the qns .. and then i forget all about my eng .. afterawhile i heard my fav television prog showin .. i stop my work and rushed out to watch .. then durin advertisement period .. i rush in and finish up my hw .. i rested . then open my school bag .. look at my borin room .. out of sudden .. i had a feel for art .. pick up my phone .. type a msg to ms ang to let her know my idea my theme .. she approve .. and there i was drawin for about .. ten minutes ? afterwhich .. i stopped everything and chat on fon .. well that how i study .. LOL .. but i realised it quite effective !! perhaps for me .. HAHA . i learnt and managed to rmb some .

read a mag .. and there was this topic on .. should girls be encourage to confess or wait ? haha .. find this topic qute interestin .. if only o level eng paper1 have this topic or qns for compo writin ..
study nerdy .. kick it . love it .

2006-03-03T18:55:00.000-08:00

woo woo .. since last when did i sleep frm ten pm on a fri nite to next early sat at ten ? it a whole of twelve hours !! and i felt so FRESH ! new thoughts for the day ! study for social study and finish my fav math hw ! oh ya .. i was chosen for social studies remedial .. lucky ? how lucky .. LOL .. heard that i failed my bio focused test .. got a 8 over 25 .. oh man .. lucky i werent at sch on fri .. or else surely msm chan will go naggin ~

LOL .. been on a study mood ! ^^ great .. nv think so much alreadi .. happy .. jus bath finish .. feel so FRESH !! lfe isnt borin suddenly .. LOL .. crazy but im not sick ! haha ..

2006-03-01T03:34:00.000-08:00

pleasure without conscience . wealth without work . taken from robin ng lesson . he borin but its meaningful . my life my world my meaning . what is wrong ? dinn know . worsen and worst . get me a saviour . please . interestin yet borin . cunnin . slient killer !! LOL . well think on the bright side of life !
its black . cant you see ?

2006-02-26T00:12:00.000-08:00

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to
look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.
She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her,
so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now
She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If
she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she
will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her
discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete
woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She
can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you
could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.
Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in
working full times as a self beautifier

She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one.
She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but
she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When
she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an
angel again .

If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it
brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty
woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in
public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play
and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting
from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.

n tis is about virgo women

2006-02-25T21:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday is damn fun ! bro was back frm sports camp .. but wif red spots all over his body and on face .. seen doc .. he havin chicken pox rit now .. argh .. pass it to me and no more sch ! for two weeks only .. -.-

i was lyk outside and rushin about .. after go campcraft competition .. well was quite disappt wif the result wif holes in one of poncho .. arghh .. but nvm ..

was dismissed at 5.40 when im meetin sin all at 6.oo .. im damn late .. almost ran home .. bath and bro was lyk in the toilet washin his face when i urgently need to use the toilet ! and mummy go naggin on why m i so unreasonable ? come on im super late and i cant expect chia all to wait for me at leisure rit ? im decent . LOL .. anyway .. change three outfits then finally decide on a pink vest .. and jeans .. teng bday i cant possibly wear a tee and jeans rit ? mus look presentable .. met them went taka .. bought a cake .. was damn hungry .. got down to cine .. found em sittin at cafe cartel .. join em .. haha fun .. waitin for food .. but there isnt enuff seats for seventeen ppl .. its gettin late .. nine and i supposed to be home by 10.30 .. my curfew .. omg ! called dad .. ask for later curfew .. he refused ! argh .. in the end i went to tiong bahru find him .. sat on his bike and boo boo home we go ..

took great number of photo .. so happy .. teng looked so kawaii and pretty wif her specs off .. make up on new bday clothings specially chosen by ston guys all .. wahh .. she looked lyk a princess .. oh mann .. envy .. i wan lots of gifts on my bday !!

gifts gifts .. yea yea .. sept guys rmb !! 3rd sept is my bday !!

2006-02-22T02:47:00.000-08:00

all of a sudden .. there seem alot of thins happening .. all the thins happenin around me is makin me realised what a lousy fwen i haf been .. those probs they are undergoin is far more worst than the last broke up i experienced .. if im em .. perhaps i will lose my nerves and go all crazy .. fwens im really so sorry for being so gay ..

another thin is im so fuck up by some people whu dunno what is ZHI DONG !! thinkin they are big and great .. oh wtf .. after school time is sumtimes so intolerantin for me .. went thinkin back of those happy times .. and then to that period of breakup i had .. worst !! imagine being treated lyk a USED toy .. that what i feel .. perhaps not fact .. argh whatever .. we are all cool and fine ..

STTRESSSS .. good teachers leaving .. arrogant relief comin my way .. how m i gonna survive ? can i apply for early school leave ? PLAESE god .. save me .. insanity is arrivin ..

friday is teng bday .. sat celebratin .. and havin campcraft compeition .. hope we will win .. hope so .. miss my brother so much .. he is at the sports camp .. so quite without him .. nobody quarrel wif me .. Borin ..

2006-02-19T04:48:00.000-08:00

what is so good about smokin !! grr ..

2006-02-18T03:32:00.000-08:00

jus feel that i got to blog or kel will start cursin me for holdin a web yet refusin to update .. LOL ..

quite down now .. borin .. sleepy .. hates books .. need some music .. i need a RADIO !! can anyone donate a radio ? argh .. down on cash .. need so much cash rit now .. there so many gifts to buy .. read kel blog .. he seems sad .. wonder why why why ? long shower will removed bad times .. how true .. cryin in the shower does help after all .. bad fwens ? some had fwenship prob .. some had love prob .. some haf family .. while i had money prob .. perhaps i was luckier .. felt lyk robbin a bank .. of cos i wun do that !! im decent !! =)

lately rather be alone .. dun feel lyk hangin out .. need alot alot of sleep .. catch up on my sch work .. or rather study harder .. sat is borin .. wonder how sun will be lyk ? miss sweetheart hazel and bud les .. they always brighten up my day .. everytime asked me out i cant make it .. so siann .. argh !! i NEED A BREAK from this home school society WORLD univERTITY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL !! im goin crazy ..

2006-02-11T18:49:00.000-08:00

im paranoid and egoistic and also erectic .. that me !
insane .
crazy .
nothin nice .

2006-02-11T18:38:00.000-08:00

well well well all's well .. hmm no not well .. AT ALL .. my money ain enuff !! im runnin out of cash .. what had i done to earn all this ..LOL .. how m i supposed to get my goody fwens a present of appreaciation for their LOVE ? omg .. its gettin hard .. harder and harder !! LOL .. im jus being lame ..
chan says it good to cry sometimes .. tears help to clean your eyes .. i guess i will cry once a week to clean my eyes .. LOL .. but im so into laughin i cant stop it .. sometimes im so tire i wanna get away from everythin .. hate it ..
town town town .. what haf you got for me to buy for my fwens ? so many events .. kevin bday valentine .. mouse birthday .. so many ..
can money pls ever for once drop from heaven .. haha . nothin is impossible .. LOL ..

life on the other hand is gettin nicer and nicer .. wif great fwens to hang out wif .. but some jus cant keep their mouth shut .. my 'some' refers to only ONE GUY .. haha .. how nice .. LOL .. dun see the need to use blog and scold ppl .. its stupid and SENSELESS .. a act of childishness .. is there a word lyk this ? whatever .. immature .. THAT ME ..

in need of a fwen .. you are the only one i can think of yet you are so far away .. thanks to time .. how great ..

2006-02-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

let me share the joke of the month wif you guys !!
beginnin .. mouse was stucked inside the toilet of ss house .. she msg kiddo " im stuck in toilet .. T.T " LOL !! can you imagine being stuck in the toilet ?? how embarrassin ..
even more funny wann .. was walkin and walkin chattin and chattin till yaozu pop out of no wher .. and i had to walk right infront to get myself out of a CERTAIN picture .. how lucky ..

mouse change hp le .. N70 .. my eyes is filled with envy !! T.T LOL !! but it really looks nice .. congrats to her .. LOL .. act lyk need to congrat .. so long dinn update le .. lazyy .. =.= haha ..

lately my life is 5.50 am alarm clock .. school and campcraft .. dinner outside .. art .. tire eyes .. sleepy lesson .. tests .. haha .. that my life .. borin .. waitin for campcraft competition over .. then freedom .. LOL !! haha .. yeah heys !! LOL .. but life still so fun wif wonderful fwens lyk mouse kiddo rence von min all .. wahaha .. rainbow is on the wayy .. !!

2006-01-04T03:48:00.000-08:00

hmmm school startin alreadi. all well at first. dunno how it will be in a few days time. so far so good. teachers are almost the same as last year. new teachers dont really have anythin to do with us. lol. hmmm.. got campcraft ytd. so tire. then six plus then go home. thanks to it im so dark right now.!! hopes to go for whiteninnn... arghhh..

today second day of sch.. last period geo sudave on maternity leave. quite happy but sad missed geo. lol. MMmmm what else?? sleep the monent i settle down at home. sleep till seven. wake up eat the ta bao chicken rice mum bought for me and here im bloggin. haha. new year new suffs. but im quite stuck with old stuffs. din get a new sch bag said to be a waste of money. omg. then borrow frm cousin mahh.. -.- bro studyin in same sch as me. wonder why?? =.= haha. quite good felt closer to him. lol. ms toh his form teacher. cool. hope she take cares of him ~ ! ~ ! lol.

relax.
hUa

2006-01-01T20:51:00.000-08:00

hmmm so long din update alreadi. been quite lazy. sch startin soon. got to work hard again. cant run away from those piles of books and sheets. yesterday last day of work. got to miss them so much. they are all so nice except that mr kenneth who obviously know i dislike him.
never felt so freak up before. imagine someone called your name as if you killed his whole family. freakin gay. hate him !! wahaha. xmas i was workin. new yr im workin too. workin alcoholic? lol. sometimes work can make you forget everythin. out in a new environment with new faces and new attitudes.

realised two things.
when guys leave sayin there no feelins meant there a new girl.
love can be powered but its never a reason to solve a prob. --> von chen taught me that.
well its true.
what i can say is.. take it easy fwen. he used to be your everythin.. but now he's gone. you gonna buck up and stay strong. you can cry but you cant lied to yourself. guys!! they are of the same species[ some guys are good in acse they scolds me] . count yourself lucky that he's gone now. wake up from your lala land? like you said.

everythin is gonna be alright girl. you know who you are. cheer up.
we got over it. memories still comes back. but they are all fake. everythin HAD alreadii changed.
hope you see this.

hUa

2005-12-23T06:10:00.000-08:00

today very happy!! cos bought a new hp! nokis 3230.. lol.. denn change number too. wahaha. free incomin. yeah hey!! hmm den went out wif bicky and ss. bought a few shirts today. a green wan. -.- deyy sayys it looks lyk chirstmas tree. oh man. a bit regret lehhs.
den bought a new belt as well. quite expen lohh. but nice. lol. long time no shop. no money.
bought yi jun gifts liao. wonder if tml can go count down wif teng all not.. hmmm hope cann. happy``

glad` delighted` anythin good`
hUa` ^^

HIGH LEHHS

2005-12-19T07:34:00.000-08:00

HIGH MAN!! got three got my result!!! omg. cant believe it. wif tat name of mine on the screen simply makes me goes on nine cloud!! yeah heyyy... but sumting fuck happen.

spoilt my dayy.

omg.

2005-12-16T21:20:00.000-08:00

completely sick. went to see doc. conclude its gastric flu. went home early from work. e journey seem so long. so cold. lol. hmmm later workin again. i guess im ok alreadii. can work! recovered.

tengz and min and less:
tat my update lol. short n sweet!

2005-12-10T09:01:00.001-08:00

omg. so many tings happened!! cant even go properly tink wat e hell happened. its personal.
what i can say is people who thinks that they themselves are popular are pissin me off. what is going on.? i nearly lost my fwens. hope i din. but that incident did changed her views on me. flirts? omg. denn again this love stuffs is givin me a big headache. its so complicated and difficult. why cant people stop lovin? lol. what a sentence.

anyway today im freakin mad. wif that fuckin sissy manager of mine. come on! HE FORCE ME GO BREAK when im not hungry. its a waste of my time! also with all the happenings of cos i show him a BLACK face. but not to my customer. im professional. lol. jk. anyway im freakin angry i went to buy two chicken wings and ice cream. cookies and cream. bet hazel know le will be droolin. lol. stef envy me cann eat so many. lol. she fat! oops. jk she wun see anyway. she cool with everythings. ya continue.. i after that break wif stef for arounf 45 mins. actually is one hr. but mr kenneth called us to go back and i nearly got a scoldin but stef got scoleded in the end. kenneth knows he's wron! he dun dare say sorry den kept talkin to me. too bad i ain coolin down. lol. wonder ain okayy not. she seems so ill. so pale. hope she okayy. she's gettin engaged. omg. so envyy!!

shall end here i said too much. so long din updated.

2005-11-25T07:01:00.000-08:00

wtf. i cut my finger. i stepped on a LADY feet and she go OUCHHHh.was late for home. a malay guy wif a depressed face whu carry a BIG backpack block my pathwayy n i was lyk wantin to push his bag n he caught me doin tat. zel and doman go giggling awayy. herman got angry and lost his temper and stormed home. wan makan den search high and low oso no place to eat. but in the end gt larr. wtf. leslie best!! no temper.. lyk me whaha.. my buddy. lol. zel high cos she bought her duno wat mag..bape i tink. gayy. den at train many ppl. tml gonna work. straight three dayys till mon. wed gonna submit my timesheet. 4th dec get pay. cool. lol. buy hp. woohoo. another dayy passed. today went town wiff zel. den she took abt 1 hr plus to get ready. wen i reach her hse. she had her mask on! kaoz.. li hai. salute!! den herman kpkb. noisyy. argh. lame dayy. slpyy.

2005-11-19T03:35:00.000-08:00

yeah hey!! today off dayy.enjoy.. din go out wiif fwens.. was wiff daddy and mummy whole dayy.. never felt closer to em den todayy.. really happy.. cos workin denn seldom see em.. miss em so muchh.. hehe.. hmmm..single really very good loh..mayb cos ii workin now denn no time think so much bahh..lol..denn got to noe many new fwens..stefanie frm hougangg..audrey frm tamp..kenneth frm SUNTEC lol.. and ain frm duno wherr.. hehe..really good loh..really love ribena..latelyy so many changes..but used to it le..new environment..new ppl new new new.. oh ya..

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hehe..goin to get new hp so no need for mp3.. it brand new becos lately it just spoilt and ii got it changed ..just today..and oso everything is provided.. so $350 shlouldn't b too exp bahh.. but can bargain loh.. hehe..

hmm.. very siian.. listen to songs blah blah blah.. lol..i got a china customers asked if china got body shop outlet..lol how ii noe lehh...siaoo..den shimin workin todayy..wonder good anot..haha..suddenlyy wonder y ii can get over him so soon...im so surprise myself.. im so stunt tat now wen he msg me..my heart beat no longer increase..lol..it better isn't it.. ya loh..fwens better..lol..shld haf sort out my thoughts earlier..come to tink of it..its so foolish cryin..lol..so gay!!! hehe..family and fwens will b the ones beside you no matter wat happen!! mayb not.. or m ii one lucky girl to got all this.. everyone isn't perfect bahh ii guess.. ii got this and ii lost tat.. well no time for lovey stuffs..waste time hehe..jkjk.. wen older go poly denn.. go see shuai ge agnn.. forever mann.. lol.. ok larr tat all..

take care!!
hUa

2005-11-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

WAH KAO!! todayy super suayy.. so many promotions.. denn keep sayy wron thin or forget.. so **** den manager wann nag nag nag.. kao.. wat love your body membership card.. argh... my feet is killin me.. im dyin ALREADII.. tml gotta work too!! lucky sat off.. in sch im sick of sittin.. at work ii hope cann sit.. well.. todayy funny.. the guy opposite myy shop waved to me mahh... -.-'' hehe.. he cute.. funny too.. haha.. lol.. single life rocks.. no worries.. do watever shit ii wan.. freedom all ii ever need.. hmmm.. tml meet leslie go work.. lol.. so funny.. my mp3 is wiif him.. siian must repair.. oh man..

hehe!!!
hUa

2005-11-14T18:49:00.000-08:00

omg!!! yesterdayy!!! so tire!! stand for the whole dayy.. and my feet is lyk so heavy. oh mann.. the staffs ther ALL malays mahh.. for ytd larr.. think wed will be better?? think got chinese staffs de. wen ii reach ther.. deyy put on make up for me.. and ii feel so super weird.. so red and green eye shadow.. den after tat ii go toilet remove a little by little.. make it look less funny.. after awhile used to it le denn dun care le.. ii 10.30 am reach liao.. too early.. wait at the door ther till so hungryy.. my break is at four pm lyk datt.. no wonder ii m so hungryy.. den after tat ta bao mac go back store room eat.. really very siian.. all malays.. speak malay..omg..

den ard eight plus..at nite.. ii saw a very simple lookin girl whu dress very suayy biann wiif not even a branded stuffs wiff her carryin a big winter wear carrier.. hmmm cann u guys guess whu is she???? joanne peh..!!! BAI WEI XIU!! she is so friendly.. at first ii duno is her.. until ii look closer and closer.. ii realised im so lucky.. first job first dayy.. see actress.. she very funny loh.. not lyk those actresses act dao.. she even understand how tire my feets are!! oh mann.. she goin to beijing to studyy.. hmmm.. so good.. ii oso wann.. haha.. she bought sumtiing... some lotion or skincare stuffs.. hmm wiif a sweet smile she greet us goodbye.. woohoo..

afterr tat ii just wait forr time to pass.. finally at tenn.. manager sayys some of us cann go le.. den ii go remove make up.. den call my dad to pick me up.. hmmm den very hungry.. so go to 651 ta bao wanton go home eat.. den daddy ride me home.. yummy wanton.. mum cookin now. can smell.. yumm yumm.. haha..

lucky me!!
hUa

2005-11-13T06:11:00.000-08:00

argh!!! my stupid mp3 is spoilt!!! wen i need it the most tml !! feelin so freaky.. walk the whole day.. took the wron traiin.. sum1 mail me.. argh.. so tire.. and ii mean mentally .. not physicallyy!!!!!!! get me some peace.. well sum ting tat are well for sure.. saw leslie todayy .. his funny laughters.. saw teng wiif her make up.. but ii still feelin so argh!!! stupid MP3.. spoilt today.. just the day before ii need to use it... cann sumting good happen now?? im feelin so hungry.. can shark fin appear right before my eyes.. green tea.. ice creams.. yummy.. hope tml will be fine.. meet sop tml go work..

peace of mind
hUa

2005-11-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

today was horrible!!!

actually go raffles find teng cos she workin ther.. den acc her for dinner.. went wif shusheng.. at first cannot find teng.. end up she was asked to go to city link de body shop outlet.. den we go ther find her.. she was shocked to see us of cos.. the staffs ther were quite friendly.. haha.. den after eatin we go town.. went to hereen first.. shusheng wan buy wallet for fish.. den saw one nice de.. but insist on goin to pacific plaza see.. as you guys noe.. pacific plaza and hereen are miles awayy.. wat worse is wenn we reach pacific plaza... e wallet he wanted isnt available ther!!! ii was SO super duper tire alreadii.. den he wan go back hereen mahh!!! -.- den bo biian.. walked all the way back.. fish ar.. he really dote on uu.. must cheriish.. hmmm.. den halfway thru he say wan go back far east eat chicken rice.. heng nv.. lol.. hmm den took train go back boon layy.. but shusheng poor thin.. must go back city hall ther wait for teng.. lol..

tml workin le.. quite nervous.. wonder iif the staffs ther friendly anot.. oh mann.. so scaryy.. first time workin.. hehe..

take care fwens..
hUa

2005-11-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

hmm todayy at least got a proper or rather NICE lunch!!.. finallyy..thaii food.. quite cheap.. and nice.. cool.. hmmm was post to suntec city mall to work.. next mon starts work. tml go take pants. the shirt just okayy okayy. lol. hmmm wasnt as tire as yesterdae.. got to noe audrey better. she quite funny actually.! she post to kovan! lol.. she very unhappy !! hehe. luckyy mine at least better..

yesterdae very dulan. someone tot ii was sayin or rather scoldin him wen ii m NOT!! please dun assume ii still bother.. argh.. ii was referin to a bitchy giirl!!!!! get tat into your stupid head!!! kaoz. no braiin... as if ii still bother.. iim so happy without you okayy!!! nvm forget it.. unhappy stuffs keep em behind.. anywayy ii dun see him alreadii or rather wunn be seein.. so shld be fine.. msn oso nv talk.. ya will be fine. and mayb goin to change number too.. change to line de.. change hp.. so many tings change.

hUa

2005-11-10T04:18:00.000-08:00

wah kaoo! so tirin.. todayy wake up at 6.30am!!! meet teng min and baoxiin at 7.30am at leiisure. so tire. ytd 1 am den slp.. todayy go trainin.. lyk understand more abt body shop. we sit at the room.. lyk meetin room and its so freakin cold. lucky ii brought my jacket along!!

well.. got to know a few fwens.. kartini, audrey, terrence[duno spell correct anot] and YANZI!! sumore a guy!! lol. so many.. stef sun meh. gay. at trainin we were tryin on all sort of toner.. cleanser.. refresher.. blah blah.. ii just keep playin and chewiin on sweets. lol. felt lyk slpin too. hmm was so hungry thru the trainin.. sit ther and my tummy kept grumblin.. wen finally get to makan.. the food wasn't really to my appetite. but ii did tried to finish. teng lyk nv touch her food. lol. hmm.. at the foodcourt got one girl.. or mad giirl?? she kept pesterin us buy her puffs... durain and duno wat fungus de.. lame. in the end ii told her ii wasnt chinese but she just kept askin and askin. in the end she finally gave up!! lucky.. my hand feels so soft and smooth.. hehe. lol. den after tat teng go find her sis left me bx and min.. ii ta bao long john home eat.. combo 3.. yum yum.. finish all .. now still hungryy.. worms in tummy.. lol. thirstyy too..

feelin sick.. flu kept sneeziin.. siian.. -.-.. tml still need to go.. meet 8am.. 7am must wake up.. arghh.. got test sumore.. need to study and read thru. feets wiif blisters.. omg. sumone pls save me!!

tat all fwens..
bb!! take care..

2005-11-08T20:44:00.000-08:00

hii guys!! yesterdae cann diie. so tiire!! go fiind job wiif my cousin end up all say fifteen too young so no jobs for her.. lol.. den acc her go walk around townn find her cap! tire.. den i bought a shoe. black niice.. BUT.. end up wear liao small.. cb... den must sell or mayb giff teng.. cos ii still ownn her money mahh.. den she need shoe also.. so.. hehe.. hope she dunn mind.

ltr go buy pants.. hope can find ii lyk de.. if not siann.. worst is min call me tis morninn say trainin tml ends at six pm. argH! den tml meet at 7.30 AM.. muz wake up so early.. and there sumone whu kepts botheriin me. so irritatin.. cant stand.. nvm fwen fwen.. lol.

tat all folks. lol

hUa

2005-11-07T19:01:00.000-08:00

argh! yesterdae slp at nite den three am wake up.. -.- cause veryy hungryy. after tat cant seem to slp loh.. -.- cook maggie eat le denn four am still cant slp. so siian. den now ii still so hungryy after eatiin breakfast.. kaoz. ii hungry ghost leh.. omg. later goiin out wiif cousiin.. wed go buy work stuffs. thur and frii need to go trainiin.. no time for leiisure.. nvm.. better thann rot at home. lol. got pay summore.. wonder the ppl ther will fierce? unfriendlyy or wat anot.. lol. luckyy teng min oso got work at body shop. but diff outlet at diff dayys.. siian. den sit traiin alone go.. nvm. will get fwens to entertaiin me.. lol. gay. must fiind hazel come buy tiings. hehe. sarii funny. kept sayiin she jealous.. wan my job.. den ii keep say say.. heh.. ltr she cry.. lol. hmm.. hungry.. ><

happyy,
hUa

2005-11-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

todayy very happy!! cos ii found job le. at body shopp.. at townn.. yeahh

denn after fiind job go meet chun and sarii.. den go bugiis walk window shoppin.. lol.. den after tat go eat mac wiif sarii .. yeah yeah.. cool.. dun haf to rot my life alreadii.. hehe.. lol. so happy.. 1st time interview denn get job le.. so heng.. yeah!!!

smiles
hua

2005-11-03T03:48:00.000-08:00

hmm .. todayy siian.. whole dayy at home stunt. ... leslie sayy ii sucks.. lol. jk de larr.. siian.. will god let me do sumtiing?

friends is wat we decide on but who m ii to con? lol. nice hor.. take frm web de...
hope fwens takiin Os will pass wiif flyiin colours..

tata
huA

2005-11-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

hohoho.. here to update blogg agaiin. hmmm.. acc gh go fiind black pants.. for hiis work. lol. work at simei mah. lame. so farr.

mom todayy cook curry.. woohoo high high.. very full until now also.

nothiin else le. siimple dayy.

hua

2005-11-01T19:16:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. yesterdae so funny loh but tiire. =.= lol. eveniin go eat wiif gh. afterr tat wenn goiin fiind bel saw sarii and nadiiah. sarii is alwayy usiin the same attitude to treat me. lol. but she jk larr.. den afterr tat keviin call me. tiink he goiin to work bah. he looked so stunned wenn he saw me.. wonderr whyy? hmmm.. after tat go fiind bel den saw naz!! my good old fwenn.. everytiime saw hiim but nv tok ytdd fiinally tok. chatt abt alot of tiings.. cool! den took photos.. den bel come dwn fiind us.. den tok tok tok den go home.. lol. everydayy oso tok sey. lame. lol.

^^.
hua

2005-10-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

hii fwens!! tiis iis my new blogg. iim a smiile lover. iit feels so good to smiile. so.. do smiles fwens! craps!!

todayy leslie bday!! happy bdae pal!

alot has happen siince ii last blog. ii guess ii haf grown up a little by little. has everythiin end ..? or izzit just the beginnin..? onlyy god knows. lol. now ii livinn a life filled wiif freedom! ii diin know life cann be so carefree!! no worries.. ii guess ii shouldn't be rattliin about iit here. or sumone gonna kp me agaiin..?lol. suddenlyy dunno wat to wriite.. lol. heres sumtiing nice to share wiif youu fwens.

The loneliness of niights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to diie
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shiine from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things ii couldn't see
Are now so clear to me

yesterdaee
hmmm.. ii went out wiif chun. acc her go adonis make her eyebrownn.. den after tat siian we rot at the entertainment there. brought a cute melody purse. cute cute!! hmmm.. denn call guanhua my pri sch fwen. he dyed hiis haiir. act lyk cool.. pui** just jk. lol den we chat alot. about pri sch.. ghost jokes.. so funny. chun scare got ghost den ask us acc her to ah ma hse. -.- lame. but we did acc her. den after tat we took bus home. =.= the bus journey took a total of an hour!! me and guanhua was lyk rottin and rottin... zzz .. den wenn reach jp ii go grandma hse .. he acc me. den after ii eat finish ii sian den call gh acc me go home. lol. den he from dunno where come back find me. -.- den siian loh. eat at busstop tok cock. e 243 bus nv seems to come. den awhile ltr herman call me ask me where his sis hazel. lame lame lame. act lyk ii noe. after while i go home den hazel ask me to find her. =.= iim so tire. den she wiif doman mah.! doman called me short! argh. lol.

todayy rot agaiin. mayb ltr go find fwens go out. but prob iis iim onlyy left wiif five dolla. shit. my money nv seems to grow. wish ii had a wallet tat produce money.

takecare pals!
hua